Can't Fall Down

Hey bloggers. Sepertinya saya sedang dalam kondisi sangat amat galau. :) Dan ini semakin membuat saya tertekan karena entah kenapa akhir - akhir ini saya sulit sekali merangkai kata- kata. Entah itu laporan ataupun curahan hati (eaaaaaaa.....). Padahal menuliskan kegalauan dalam cerita, puisi atau apapun itu membuat saya merasa lebih ringan. tapi, kemarin saya baru saja menemukan lagu dengan lirik yang menggambarkan saya saat ini.  Hmm, it matches me well. Hey kamu, yang ingin tahu  atau yang tidak ingin tahu (hehe) saya tetap ingin kasih tahu (#kekeuh) apa yang membuat diri ini galau.

Can't Fall Down

I'm at the point of almost breaking now
I've knocked on every door in this cold town
 

The higher you go, the harder you fall
If I want to be safe, then I just stay small
Want to grow to the sky where it's beautiful
But I can't see that from the forest floor

How can I hold it together when nothing I try makes it better
I just want to lay here forever, cause if i don't get up
Then I can't fall down

There is no manual for a broken heart
I want to use it but it's all in parts ohhh...
And the more you fall in, the harder to see
That this time is different, though I want to believe
And I don't know if I have it in me
To laugh again in the face of defeat

How did I hold it together when nothing I try makes it better
I just want to lay here forever, cause if i don't get up
Then I can't fall down
And if I don't dare love, it can't let me down

Ohhh ohhh ohhh.....
Hope is irresistible...hope is irresistible
Cause if I don't get up
One day I will...SOMEHOW!!!

A Song by Natasha Bedingfield 



-with love, tiech-